|
sparechange03
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: sparechange03
Gender: Female
Interests: books, manga, anime, ...cheesy asian tv-shows
Occupation: childcare, tutor
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/28/2007
|
|
|
Mugsy, my stuffed animal dog that i've had since i was eight. It's special cuz well it just is. Its mine.
| | |
| It is a tragedy when a child loses a parent, and amidst tragedy it is quite easy to place blame on others. The harsh truth is that those mothers made the choice to smoke. They chose to put their lives at risk. If a mother died from an automobile accident the public would not expect the car manufacturer to adopt her children. Everyday people put their lives at risk. It is hard to understand why loved ones are taken before their time. It makes one feel angry, upset, even victimized, but the fact is that they chose to endanger their life via smoking. Is there not a Surgeon’s General warning on every carton? Are there not dozens of anti-smoking commercials broadcasted over the media? They were warned of the possible outcomes and that is all Tobacco companies should be expected to do. They give the public the information warning them of the possible negative effects of their products but it is up to the individuals to pursue a healthier lifestyle, for not only themselves but for their families as well. To those orphaned children I can only extend my sincere condolences, but to the mothers out there, the daughters, the friends, the brothers, and the fathers I can merely implore you to realize that your actions have repercussions. These repercussions may not be felt today, tomorrow, or even in a year’s time, but later down the road the people you care for, those whom you love, could be added to the tobacco statistics. | | |
|
i've never really wanted to get rid of hiccups. When i was little my dad used to say that every time i hiccuped i'd grow a fourth of an inch. but i always seemed to get rid of them fast. D:
| | |
| October 19th, 2008; the day my family shattered. shattering dreams, hopes, plans
and its too early to tell. It seems to have made me more angry, more apathetic. Perhaps being emotionless makes one appear stronger...
| | |
| I regretfully do not get to meet the woman who helped destroy my family, at least not yet, but to prevent misplaced anger being inflicted on those I love and who need me now I decided to compose a letter with every thing I would like to say to you. It may not give the same satisfaction but i suppose it shall have to do for now.
Were you a woman i believed was deserving of respect i would most likely address you as Ms. Fernandez, but since i whole heartily believe you are not deserving of that title I believe you should be called a whore. And if you would like to contest this accusation, I pose a question for you, "what do you call a woman who sleeps with a married man?" ... got an answer? because I could use quite a few others.
I mean what THE HELL were you thinking?!!! He was married! even if he pursued you, you should of realized he had a family! a WIFE! FUCKING KIDS!!!! but I guess you couldn't envision that. BITCH! I hope you know i hate you. I loathe your very existence. I hope you know the destruction you've caused. It wasn't just my parents marriage, it was my life! my mother's life! my brother's and my little sister! GOD do you even realize what you've done? Holiday's will never be the same, birthday's, Christmas, etc. I hate you for that!
I will never have another family picture, never another family vacation, hell my little sister never even got to go on a family vacation. I hope you know you took that from her, from all of us.
And not only that, you took my father! GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I stayed home from college because he begged me to! because we couldn't afford it! because it was supposed to keep this GOD DAMN FAMILY together!!!!! and now that's all gone to shit. I won't get to go to VA anytime soon. I won't get to live my own life. You know why? because i have to stay here and pick up the god damned pieces cuz there is no one else to do it. I'll sacrifice yet again so that my family will hopefully make it through this.
I HATE YOU!!!
You want to know what else? Because of the divorce we're losing the house. My fucking home you bitch! The place i grew up. the place i love. We have to get rid of our animals. My dogs, my stupid dogs that i've had for 9 years, It wasn't enough that you took my family and shattered it to pieces your actions had more repercussions that ripped my world to shreds and then burned all the pieces. and my cat that i've had for over 11 years. God i hate you.
I hate that i might not be able to go to college next semester because depending on the money situation i won't be able to afford it.
I hate that my dad bailed to be with you and left me to take care of my mom, my brother, my sister. Left me to do all this, go to work [so i can somehow raise enough for school, insurance, phone bill], go to class, keep my grades up, sacrifice my happiness, my dreams because i'm the girl that always does the right thing, who doesn't leave when someone needs her.
You know i don't know much about you, actually i don't know anything about you. except that you son died fighting for this country. I have to say that is possibly one of the most honorable things a person can do in there life. He gave his life for the freedom of others and for that i am eternally grateful. He deserves to be respected and honored.
and who knows this is probably the anger but do you ever think he's ashamed for having a whore for a mother?
| | |
|
